Before becoming one of the most significant figures in modern Bengali theatre, Badal Sarkar spent time in London, Paris, and Nigeria for work. His life abroad was as varied as his unwavering attachment to Kolkata was intense during that period. He recorded these experiences in letters to loved ones and in his diaries. His personal philosophical reflections on theatre are also evident in this collection. This book clearly reveals the young Badal Sarkar, who, despite financial difficulties, was engrossed in discovering a new idiom for Bengali theatre on an international stage. At the same time, the vivid portrayal of his life abroad, penned by an anonymous Indian, offers a unique perspective. Therefore, it can be said that this collection of personal writings is the birthplace of the man who would become 'Badal Sarkar'. This book deserves to be considered a seminal work for understanding his plays and his life. Anustup has republished this collection, thus bringing back the pioneer who initiated a new chapter in Bengali theatre.